I think it's inevitable. I believe I will get a C in bio. How much do I suck? A lot.

B in chem lab. I can argue to my parents that it's the hardest lab course offered by the chemistry department. Still, it depresses me since I put so much effort in that class.

Bio lab final tomorrow. I'm fucked there anyway. There's a preset curve and I've pretty much already dropped to an A-/B+. Unless I get a perfect on the final, which is fucking impossible, no way I can get a grade with the letter "A" in it. I hate bio.

I ruled on my chem final, which was kinda funny 'cause I thought I was fucked. Apparently the average for one section was like a 40%. I got an 82%. Maybe it'll change my high B to an A-. After all, the final's worth 40% of my grade. That would be awesome and maybe turn my death to only a brutal torture.

Ah, physics. How I love thee. The only thing saving my grade. But I must not celebrate too early. I have yet to take the final. Must not fuck up the final. Must not fuck up.

I got so dizzy today that I almost fainted. Whee, my life sucks so much. Why must I always get sick around finals. And I can't complain to my parents 'cause they might not let me to go ACen. If there is a god, he/she hates me. I'm sure of it.

I swear, I'm this close to killing myself. The only thing keeping me going is ACen and that seems so far away...