Well, I'm thoroughly depressed now. I've been feeling crappy this entire week but now I'm truly depressed. I don't know why so don't ask. I just am. I also feel like crying. Once again, don't ask. Failing two exams is not helping much, either. Nothing's going right, it seems. I felt physically ill for a while today. Not happy. I'm hating life right now. I think the suicidal thoughts are coming back. Before anyone gets alarmed, I'm not gonna do anything. I don't like pain and I scar very easily. But yeah, the thoughts are definitely hiding just around the corner. If I were a drinker, I think now would be the time for me to get wasted, but I'm not. I have no appetite so I'm not gonna pig out on food. Don't know what I'm gonna do... Fuck. Just fuck.

If you read it and get depressed, don't blame me. I warned you.